Okay, Sunday. TOTALLY DEPRESSING DAY. I bought a gloomy... Got a pink glow sheep, luna wanted a pink glow gloomy but i gave her the sheep anyway. She was XD!!!!!!!!!! Then >_< Then -.- then ;(. She liked it very much but she felt very guilty taking it from me. Why cause i overdo it, i shower her with too many things. Too many of some things are always not good. Well we walked back to Taka Mac to find the rest of the people. Then there's where i got 2nd news. Didn't close a deal. a big deal. a 10k deal. OMG WHY EVERYTHING GO WRONG TODAY! I really feel damn sian already. Want to just go and vent my frustration. But then see iris taking the camera, taking pictures, got pictures of luna, most prob gonna get them in my phone. Nvm feel still ok.
Crushing blow No.3. Went to cine to have dinner, only jon eat. The rest eat at macdonalds liao mah. Then luna pick up phone, sit far away... Chat until so happy, in her own special world. A world i dun belong in. I finally realise that i'm not in her world. I'm just a bystander in the crowd. Wanted to go somewhere. Anywhere i could drown my sorrows. 3 blows in 1 day... A long time i never felt this way already. But dun worry, i have sworn, that even if you bring me to my knees even if you bury me in the ground. I will climb back and my life will go on. 0 downtime. I give myself till tomorrow morning to end my sadness.

I really like her very much, but i guess it really is time i stopped myself. She sent me messages telling me to stop wasting my time stop giving her things. She never asked for it, but she like it. She told me to dun be like that, or else next time i will easily be make use of by girls. So sweet. ;( U all dun understand her at all. For those of you who think she's been making use of me, please understand that she from the start made it clear she had no intention of going out with me. That she never liked me. But i just tried anyway, why? Cause i wanted to try anyway... Pls don't accuse or smear your impression of her because of my foolishness. I think, i really should stop, before things go out of hand. Both for myself and for her sake.

Some things, money just can't buy. Health love and respect. So what if i got money? The price is too high to pay. I wish nobody follows my foot steps. But its too late for me now already. My path has been chosen and i have to walk it through... Or in the end... I will have nothing at all.

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